1st Chocolate Cupcake

This is my first time in baking chocolate cupcake. Let see, at the beginning everything looks fine and yummy. First, I've fill about 3 quarters of the mixture. I use a chocolate cake mixture to make this. U can even bake a cake if u want to. But I love to make cupcake more because it is in small size and easy to give people for a tester. Its good for a beginner like me. This papercup is quite costly but I just love the pink colour + the polkadot. Can't help it if it is in Pink! ;)

So, this is the result after I've bake it. Well, it doesn't came out nice. I should reduce the mixture in the cup next time. Anyway, it's my first trial isn't it.  My friend said "Try in error"! :)

Ok, this is the butter cream mixture. This is also my first time in making. Not so well and nice but can do. I should sift the icing sugar and add in shortening.

And tadaaaa, this is the result. "I love u" somemore. lol. Just trying in error. Anyway, u can see the butter cream. Its not pretty at all! I can't call it butter cream I guess. It's likely like a liquid. U can see the texture. Urgh, I can't accept it and make all over again the next day. Follow up my blog to know more. Till then. :)

* sorry for the broken english :)

I Miss You!

I missed my darling, that used to be my very very very best friend. Now we are not like before :( don't know what exactly had happened till we've gone apart. It has been almost 2 years we didn't talk. Oh, do U know that I just missed the old days when we were together. Sneaking out at night, watching movies, talking bout guys!, shopping for cute dresses, sleepover, talk all night long, party till morning :) oh, i can still remember that days. All I have now is the memories when we were together. U were always there for me no matter what. When i'm sad nor happy. I just miss u :( If U only knew how bad I feel when U are not here with me. But no matter what, U will always be my sweetheart! :)

Every memory remains

as the days pass quickly by

as i look upon the past

my heart just wants to cry

we were always together

through the good times and the bad

i try to keep a smile

but i can't fight the feeling sad

your laugh was addicting

and so was your smile

now everything's changing

and I'm stuck in denial

everyone will change

and everyone will grow

but i will always forever love u

and that i hope u know

i miss so many things

bout the way it used to be

we both have made mistakes

not 'just' me or not 'just' u

i miss all of the good times

like when we'd talk all night long

when we'd fall over laughing

and we wouldn't know why

all the hugs u gave me

when all I'd do is cry

i miss ur blond moments

and the things we would say

i miss when we'd talk

for hours on end

but i think most of all

i just miss my best friend

Ceritera Cinta

Kisah tentang Risau & Syg. Mengajar menghargai & mengenal erti sebenar Rindu & Sabar. Hati adalah dalang pada segalanye.

Risau kehilangan Syg maka Risau pun datang dalam Hati, katenye Hati da amek Syg. Tapi Hati xnak mengaku. Die nk ajar Risau cmne rasenye kalau berjauhan dgn Syg. Kerna bile berjauhan, baru lah Risau kenal dgn Rindu & Sabar. Namun, Jujur juge mencari Syg dgn tekun kerna die merasakan cintenye pd Syg lebih mendalam dari Risau. Jadi mereka bersatu hati mencari cinte mereka.

Risau & Jujur xbleh terima. Jadi mereka pn bertemu dgn Rindu. Katenye xsanggup berpisah dgn Syg walaupun sesaat. Hati sgt la kejam memisahkan mereka. Hati ni diibaratkan seperti Awan, yg ingin memisahkan Langit & Bumi.

Rindu kate pd Risau, jgnla berduka kerna Syg itu harus ade Risau. Jika xde Risau, maka xwujudla Syg. Maka Rindu & Jujur setia menanti Syg dengan Sabar.

Kekadang Hati tidak boleh dipercayai, namun jike tanpa Hati, tidakla terwujudnye Risau, Syg & Rindu. Tapi tidak bg Jujur. Jujur tidak memerlukan Hati. Kerna die lebih berkuasa dari Hati.

Setelah sekian lame, Hati memulangkan Syg pd mereka. Semenjak tu, Risau menghargai Syg dan tidak ingin berjauhan dgn Syg. Namun adekah Syg setia pd Risau? dan bagaimana pula dgn Jujur?