Cadbury Dark Chocolate

Do u know the perfect way to enjoy ur Cadbury Bournville Fine Dark Chocolate? They come with Simply Dark, Almond, Fruit & Nut and Hazelnut. Simply Dark is my favourite. Cadbury Bournville delivers a smooth and rich sensations, satisfying the most demanding chocolate connoisseurs. Here are the perfect way to enjoy it. :)

Step1: Fine dark chocolate delivers a unique experience. So before u taste it, take a moment to savour its rich aroma. This will help heighten ur appreciation of the flavour. But try it first, then u know how it feels like :)

Step2: Take a bite. A small one

Step3: Focus on the bouquet of flavours as the chocolate melts on ur tongue. Note the texture, the feel of it. Take ur time. A fine dark chocolate is not something u hurry.

Step4: Take a deep breath.

Step5: Continue to savour bit by bit, taking time to enjoy the rich cocoa taste that is distinctively Cadbury Bournville. 

The uniquely thin bar allows u to savour the distinct bittersweet flavour that is the hallmark of a fine dark chocolate. Something the connoisseur (A person of informed and discriminating taste) in u will truly appreciate. Sounds complicated huh? But try it first, and u will know what it feels like. 

Roses Chocolate

I'm a chocolate lover. I can't live without it. Where can I buy this Cadbury Roses chocolate? :( I used to eat when I was little. But there is no more in Malaysia I guess. So sad! Anyhow, Cadbury should sell this Roses in Malaysia. Although is quite expensive but its worth it.

This chocolate makes me way tempting. My favorite is the strawberry dream. Oh my, I'm drooling when I see this chocolates. Crazy huh? But thats me :) Second, I love Tangy Orange Creme. I love chocolate that has filling in it. And u know what, I just love all kinds of Cadbury chocolates!

Love is pain

Sadness. Sad. That is what i can describe my feelings now. It seems to be like the past years where my tears drop almost everyday. I dont want to tell people my problems each time. I dont want them to know how bad I feel each day but sometimes I cant stand it. Falling in love is not easy. It is so painful. I wonder why people say 'Love is pain'. Now I know what that means. I wake up each day with a broken heart. The feeling of waiting is so painful for me. But it seems to be easy for him. Do u know hows the feeling when u are being ignored by a person that u care so much and would do anything for him? If yes, than probably u will know exactly how i feel. Sometimes I feel so lonely. I keep on waiting but at the end, I'm the one that he shouted at. That time I feel like walking slowly and go deeply into the the sea. To see whether he truly love me or not.

Sometimes I feel like a stranger to him. Like he doesnt care hows ur feeling. Love, why are u so pain? How much tears do u want to take it from me?

But one thing that keep me happy and alive is because of my lovely family. My mum who always there for me no matter what. My sister that cares for me. My lil brothers who shines my day. I'm thankful for that Allah. Thank you for giving me a wonderful and healthy family.

Maybe now I should learn to give him some space. Maybe he doesn't love me like he used to. I love him so much and I pray to God to give me strength to take this as a conjecture.

*note: be strong no matter in what situation! There is always people behind u that will support u. Insyaallah.

24-7

'I want you to be always by my side'. That is always what people wish for. So do I, but its impossible. He always said to me, I will be bored if he always be beside me. But not for me. I just love being surrounded by the people that I love. Not I'm asking him to sit around me 24-7, but I just want him to be there whenever I need someone to talk to. 

See, he always get busy with his job. Yeah, I know nowadays people are trying hard to survive but when we work hard, we tend to stress out and need more time to rest. He always doesn't have time for himself either. I'm so pity for him.  But one thing I loved about him, is that he always try to see me no matter how busy he is. Like those days, he came to my house almost every night and he didn't tell me his coming. Well, I do love suprise but sometimes I'm not neat and need some time before I see him. 

Time! Oh, time! We always did not had enough time when we were together. Its like we wished that the time would just freeze for a moment to capture the memory. Oh, my. I wish it will be true.

Women

A women knows when she ask u. A women wouldn't ask many times if she's not so confident about it. Is it so hard to understand woman? No, unless u are trying to lie to her. U will find excuses. And when she shows the truth, 1 word that u will always say. "I'm trying not to hurt u, so i lied but that doesnt mean i didn't love u". Eventhough when she's mad when u tell her the truth, but she actually understand u. Its just her mood that she can't control. Deep inside, although its hard to face the fact but she will accept it no matter how. So u see, a woman heart is so fragile. Easily been hurt. So be patient with her. 

* Women are like police, they can have all the evidence in the world but they still want a confession -unknown-

Buttercream

Ingredients: 

1/2 cup solid vegetable shortening

1/2 cup (1 stick) butter or margarine softened

1 teaspoon of vanilla essence

4 cups sifted confectioners sugar (approximately 1 lb.)

2 tablespoons of milk

Instructions:

Step 1

In large bowl, cream shortening and butter with electric mixer. Add vanilla. Gradually add sugar, one cup at a time, beating well on medium speed. Scrape sides and bottom of bowl often. When all sugar has been mixed in, icing will appear dry. Add milk and beat at medium speed until light and fluffy. Keep bowl covered with a damp cloth until ready to use.

Step 2

For best result, keep icing bowl in refrigerator when not in use. Refrigerated in an airtight container, this icing can be stored 2 weeks. Rewhip before using.

Step 3

For thin (spreading) consistency icing, add 2 tablespoons light corn syrup, water or milk.

Step 4

For pure white icing (stiff consistency), omit butter, substitute an additional 1/2 cup shortening for butter and add 1/2 teaspoon No-Color Butter Flavor. Add up to 4 tablespoons light corn syrup, water or milk to thin for icing cakes.

..:: This is the recipe that I usually use. I love to use butter instead of margarine. It depends on u if u want to use unsalted butter. Any butter can do. And for milk, I use evaporated (Ideal) milk. The most important thing is to sifted ur icing sugar. If not, ur butter cream will not look smooth. The shortening however will make ur butter cream looks more shining, so don't forget that. U can get all this ingredients from the bakery shop. So, Good Luck! Till then :) ::..

* Got this recipe from http://www.wilton.com/recipe/Buttercream-Icing

Flower Cutie Cupcake & Vanilla Muffin

Yeay, I'm happy today! Although it's not so perfect but I'm quite satisfied with my cute cupcakes. I made it for my friends. See the color of my butter cream. How fascinating it is. Seriously, love to see the colors. At first, my niece only ask me for a plain cupcake without the cream. She's a little bit shock I guess when she see's the color. lol. Then, while I'm decorating, I gave her some of the butter cream to taste, and she loves it. After that, she only ate the butter cream and doesn't ate the cake. *what a cute niece! :)

I've put some chocolate spread into the cake mixture. Its something like Nutella spread. Some mixture wouldn't be like this (float) if u put the chocolate spread. However, this mixture is light and the chocolate spread will not go down (sunken) because I use moist chocolate recipe.

Tadaaaa, packed and ready to give out to my friends :) 

I made this specially for my friend's engagement on 9.10.11. How cute is the date is it? *Cute like my cupcake! lol

On the same day, my lovely mum bake this vanilla muffin for my sister. She's totally have different taste with me.<3 :="" and="" chocolate="" for="" it="" lol.="" nbsp="" now.="" p="" s="" she="" so="" that="" then="" till="" vanilla.="">

Homemade Chocolate

Ok, my favourite part! Chocolate in the making. Yes, I just love chocolate bar, chocolate snack,  chocolate spread, homemade chocolate and anything that has connection with Chocolates! lol. This time I made homemade chocolate. Just for fun. Seeing my friend making homemade chocolates, make me wanna try it also. Thanks to Puan Illa in helping me and lend me some material to make this homemade chocolate. Look easy but u have to be quiet patient to make it nice and neat.

There is orange filling and rice crisp in the middle of the chocolate. Exactly like eating Dairy Milk Snack. This is my first time, so its not very smooth and nice. lol. Visit this blog for more info about homemade chocolate or to order - http://chocilla4u.blogspot.com. Till then :)

What do I want in my life...

Sometimes I don't even know what I want in life. What am I going to do in future. But what I want is to get married and live happily with my partner and may god give me children that are smart and healthy. I want him to be always with me whenever I'm sad nor happy. And sincere only to me. His past make me worried. I know people deserve a 2nd chance in life but would he be sincere to me? Even now I'm waiting for his sincere. Sometimes I act a lil bit crazy because I do love him so much and hope to be his future wife that can care for him always. Although not everyone are perfect but that is my wish. People use to say to me, we can achieve it if we have dream. But we just don't know when. So I can just wait patiently. I'm not a patient person. I do what I think the best and till I'm satisfied. Before, I seldom think before I do something but experience teach us and now I'm a bit patient than past time. 

In life, sometimes we cannot trust what people tell us. So I decide not to share my story with others. Every person have their own opinion. When we ask few person, I'll bet that u will get kinds of answer to ur question and that u will just keep thinking whether is it right or not to listen. 

I'm a talkative person but when I think, I'll be motionless. It can take the whole day too. Because when I think, I don't like to talk. Although there are so many things in my mind, I just like to keep it to myself. I feel more ease like that. When u talk to me, I'll be like a dumb person. So just don't bother bout it. I'll be just fine on my own. It's not that I don't want to share with u but it's hard for me to voice it out. Its like I need some space for my own. 

Motionless - Kelley Saint –


So you’d always hold me, close and near.

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,

In your arms, where I’m meant to be,

Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,

To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.

A blessing sent from up above,

In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,

Upon this journey we’ve just begun.

Where you and I will find no less,

Than eternal love and happiness.

Let it flow~

There is a story about a petite Princess in a small town name Rania. She loves to be surrounded by people but she is not ease to fall in love. She is quite choosy and talkative. Girls always got jealous of her beauty and because she is just petite. She has a red heart shape lips that makes her smile look sweet. She loves attention as she is always been treated like a baby in the town.

Rania had experienced falling in love for a few times but it doesn’t work for her. Now she is engaged to Prince Gary but she doesn’t feel the happiness anymore with him after being together for such a long time. Now she is lost in her heart. She doesn’t know where she belongs. She doesn’t talk much and begin to stay far away from people.

On one evening fine day, her heart had been stolen by someone from the coffee house. She had fallen in love when she met her eyes with that guy. From then, she always make her way to the coffee house just to see what he is doing and wondering when he will approach. When she went there and found that guy is not around, she will ask the waiter about him. She tries to find out as much information about him. In other side, she doesn’t know that the guy always wait patiently for her. He wanted to approach but he doesn’t have the guts to do it. So he waits for the right day, right place and the right time.

Till the valentine day comes, he asked Rania to wait for him and he ran to the nearest shop to buy her a flower. But he took quite sometimes to get back, and Rania went off from the coffee house as she thought that the guy was fooling around. 

The next day, a friend of that guy asks Rania why she did not waited for them. Rania felt guilty but she doesn’t show that way. After few days had passed, suddenly someone approach her while she was waiting for her friend. And it was the guy that she had waited for so long. He introduces himself as Danny and stood with her for a while. 

From that moment, Danny always accompanies Rania wherever she goes. They watch midnight movies every weekend, talk all night long and spend the rest of the time talking about each other. Rania feel ease whenever his around. But then, Rania got to know that Danny has engaged. Rania felt guilty and she thought of running far away from him as she doesn’t want to ruin their future. But her heart doesn’t let her to run.

“Now let the time flow and let the love grow. Let it be, and then they shall know. But for real or not, we don't know.

It will be when we have faith in our heart and trust in love one. May the love is true and may God show the way for the happiness ending that will last in eternity.” -Rania&Dani-

written by: Bella La

Just a drawing

Some of my drawing collections when I'm 16. Anyway, its not like an A+ work but I've tried my best. Please do not laugh. lol

~ This is a bookmark that I learn on Astro. Can't really remember what channel is it that time. 

Just sharing some of it. Till then.

Big Sweet Fatty Chocolate Cake

Big sweet Fatty Chocolate! That is the name I give to my newly born cake. lol. Don't be surprised when u see the cake. Because at first, I was shock too. Pheww, it is horrible! Trust me. Anyway, I still want to share with u what I've bake before. I hope I can improve more after this. *caiyork2!

Anyway, I'm not interested much to bake cake because it doesn't look so cute like cupcakes. Hee, anyhow I bake this chocolate cake after a request from my office mate. I told him that I'm not very good at it and somemore he ask me to make a birthday cake? I was like "can I do it?". Anyway, my friends support me. I am so new at baking although my mother have bake for such a long time but not for me. See, the interesting part is he ask for a kilo of cake and I don't even know how much of mixture should I use to bake a kilo. After I bake, I've found out that I got a 2kg of cake. Anyhow, Its my first cake. lol. 

This is my "Big sweet Fatty Chocolate Cake" :)

I've topped it with baking chocolate bar to cover the butter cream in between the cakes. And this is the result after the decoration. I have no idea. lol. I spend almost 4 hours to make a cake. Oh my, swear to god, it is difficult for me. But I manage to get it done and send it to him. Well I didn't ask much for this cake because it's my first time and it's not like what I expected but he gave me extra. Thank you boss!! :)

Ok, thats all for now. I'll update more cupcakes soon. Thank you for ur time. Till then. 

Red Cupcake with Butter Cream

My 2nd time in baking cupcakes. This time its not chocolate but plain vanilla with a lil red coloring. Wanted to make more like a red velvet cake but I didn't like to use much of coloring. So, it doesn't look nice. I should just let it plain without coloring. Anyway, no turning back for that.

And this time, the cupcake are not fluffy like yesterday. I ask my friend, and she said I didn't heat the oven for a longer time. Yeah, I on the oven just for a few minutes. It was totally a mistake there. I should let the oven to heat for quite sometime before I put the mixture into it. Anyhow, this is the result after I decorate it with the butter cream. 

Well, u can see even after I've decorate it with the butter cream, the cake still doesn't came out nice. Only for the butter cream and its quite sweet. Anyhow, "try in error" again. :)

Ouh, this is my favourite. A petite mushroom (icing sugar) on the cupcake. How lovely is that isn't it? :p

I'm not quite satisfied with it but no matter what, I will not give up! Stay tuned for more cupcakes. Till then. 

Felt / Cute Bag

Felt

I've started crafting last year with my friends. Its a new hobby for me. It starts when I bought the cute buttons from an online website. I thought of creating my own design shirt, but I guess I have to start from the bottom and create a cute pouch as a beginning. I've spend my lunch time learning how to make this pouch, how to cut it, how to sew. It looks easy, and it is easy! LOL. On weekdays, we spend our lunch time to made it but we just don't had enough time. I guess once u start falling in love, its hard to stop loving it! =)

But I've stopped for about 2 months to study till I've finished my exam. Ok,this is how it look likes for our 1st hand phone pouch that we've made together. Its not so neat but can do as a beginning. LOL.

Then I made my very own pouch bag. It takes about 2 days to finish it! Still not satisfied enough. I showed to my sis, and she wants to buy. So I've made my first sales! Hee, TQ Sis. Her friends admire it and wanted more but I haven't had the time yet to make it. Well, anyway I have to try to improve & make more SOON! =p

This is my second hand phone pouch bag. Again, not satisfied! Don't know when can i make my self satisfied. LOL. Anyway, this is what my mom want it. She loves white but we don't have white felt. So I choose to make it colorful.

About the wording. Ok, it's truly difficult! That was like the fourth time I've tried. LOL. Anyway, this is the result. =)

Then, our friend ordered 50's felt pin for charity. So, this is it.